(Cut-up of posts 11 – 20)
But something logical, rational, and understanding through a subjective and thugs. Later, I feel my tendency was more and the moisture runs from my mouth. I lived in Los Angeles (some even psychedelic/experimental/acid, underground diversity of beings that can originate from the started with this burning discomfort of Inner Need acting especially in the techniques toward a widespread and common mushrooms for a sustained duration. They call to each other, get into cars with layers and texture can frustrate the representations, perhaps they mean nothing. I throw all and he traveled to a great many states and disliked the purism…during rehearsals…darkest work… Question habits, tastes; approach situations/look at things differently. Be, day-to-day or very short-term basis. deconstruct binary oppositions by distortion, displacement, who comes along and understands perfectly, perhaps the depressed, sometimes I was emotional, other and keep composed. The street seems to glow and my mind spreads these energies, the confusion, passion, anxiety, desperate swoon with tortured lust. family is small: my Birthday Party, painting uses because this surface limitation appropriate remedy? This is not an easy various explored methods to counter this control and push toward primarily, sense has to do with what we life/figure drawing craziness head on. I walk up something fundamental, foundational in sloppy developing, fingers in acid. Still Mexican-American inclinations?)
The Top Ten Favorite Bands of Institutional control and become manifest into a formed expression works further to confound such largely determined ideas, impulses, influences, and insights. There fascinated. They call to difference that it collapses somewhere in the blood gathers in places in my body and hardens. somewhat mysterious and removed from me, comically absurd, aggressively innovative, and thereby enter into consciousness. Some outer expression is called for, is thought that has brought us through complexes of enslavement of meaning seems to be linked to the relation and unlimited in its potential. burn marks around the doorknob, and a cloven piece which might be accessed later in powdered charcoal. At night, crazy, running across European/Anglo-American types and Rockets of living/reading respects drilling a hole in my head with his general attitude toward women—they don’t think we can talk about absolute dim red-amber light, bent over trays of chemicals, interspersed between hookers, pan-handlers, expressionistic, textural surfaces… That interest in dense outer path, captivated by exposed, undulating flesh. For the native American mental instability…ironic…status quo and enforces the pressure of a reductive movement between my inner and outer realities, such that binary oppositions, and the limitations of Word and Flesh, are expressed potential of meaning even though it might not be presently in a space and my visual art. An audio gyrates, sticks ass out, her cheeks press up against might be folded and disintegrated into other approaches, in complex, confusing, a powerful conductor. I wobble and started with European medieval knights. Periodically I saw some commercial television changed…ousted…strong…affiliated…executed upon it. The surface holds a potential determine meaning or something that operated in a predominately rational or coherent way. I struggle with control, whether it be by political systems, intoxicating substances, language, or biology itself,