DirtyBloodMachine

(Cut-up of posts 11 – 20)

But something logical, rational, and understanding through a subjective and thugs. Later, I feel my tendency was more and the moisture runs from my mouth. I lived in Los Angeles (some even psychedelic/experimental/acid, underground diversity of beings that can originate from the started with this burning discomfort of Inner Need acting especially in the techniques toward a widespread and common mushrooms for a sustained duration. They call to each other, get into cars with layers and texture can frustrate the representations, perhaps they mean nothing. I throw all and he traveled to a great many states and disliked the purism…during rehearsals…darkest work… Question habits, tastes; approach situations/look at things differently. Be, day-to-day or very short-term basis. deconstruct binary oppositions by distortion, displacement, who comes along and understands perfectly, perhaps the depressed, sometimes I was emotional, other and keep composed. The street seems to glow and my mind spreads these energies, the confusion, passion, anxiety, desperate swoon with tortured lust. family is small: my Birthday Party, painting uses because this surface limitation appropriate remedy? This is not an easy various explored methods to counter this control and push toward primarily, sense has to do with what we life/figure drawing craziness head on. I walk up something fundamental, foundational in sloppy developing, fingers in acid. Still Mexican-American inclinations?)

The Top Ten Favorite Bands of Institutional control and become manifest into a formed expression works further to confound such  largely determined ideas, impulses, influences, and insights. There fascinated. They call to difference that it collapses somewhere in the blood gathers in places in my body and hardens. somewhat mysterious and removed from me, comically absurd, aggressively innovative, and thereby enter into consciousness. Some outer expression is called for, is thought that has brought us through complexes of enslavement of meaning seems to be linked to the relation and unlimited in its potential. burn marks around the doorknob, and a cloven piece which might be accessed later in powdered charcoal. At night, crazy, running across European/Anglo-American types and Rockets of living/reading respects drilling a hole in my head with his general attitude toward women—they don’t think we can talk about absolute dim red-amber light, bent over trays of chemicals, interspersed between hookers, pan-handlers, expressionistic, textural surfaces… That interest in dense outer path, captivated by exposed, undulating flesh. For the native American mental instability…ironic…status quo and enforces the pressure of a reductive movement between my inner and outer realities, such that binary oppositions, and the limitations of Word and Flesh, are expressed potential of meaning even though it might not be presently in a space and my visual art. An audio gyrates, sticks ass out, her cheeks press up against might be folded and disintegrated into other approaches, in complex, confusing, a powerful conductor. I wobble and started with European medieval knights. Periodically I saw some commercial television changed…ousted…strong…affiliated…executed upon it. The surface holds a potential determine meaning or something that operated in a predominately rational or coherent way. I struggle with control, whether it be by political systems, intoxicating substances, language, or biology itself,

(Cut-up of posts 1 – 10)

Even shoots through tissue, a fantastic interwoven network into conformity so that method of categorization leads to knowledge and support for convulsive shock capacity. The forth one, with the symbols Bowie did for me, was ready for me, get chased by the possessed chaotic beings on the other bizarre flow of it. And how natural, organic connections, while showing me to work it with the other hand and perplexing experiences goes through intense episodes of being a person or people straying too far from these forces, because being dirty is to not be, will always be in tension with Control.

Get the horizontal plane of land beyond some barrier, while extending upright mind consistently for a couple stickers and stuff. These years when I learned to drive, experimented with possessed with an alien mutation pragmatic and empirical tasks which satisfy expand to include the dream, the subconscious, flights of equation such as young protagonist’s head, and he is wakened from a deep sleep marijuana, or experiences imbued in me, some great, always towards death! Let’s call the state of authority the short-comings, limitations.  The shaman impact these had on solid groove for the techno-magician left side to our bodies and brains and the insane special or intercessory relationship with these overcome the crude and restrictive rudiments of vapor inhalation.

I couldn’t believe, after knowing this and having possessed individuals, how the music wrapped his body, and the accompanying chemical around much separation is required in the mystery and wildness of experience. Periodic cycles of day and, while it may be true that the human mind tends to night, records hundreds of times, actually wearing so dances fascinated by his creativity.

A divine mark or calling is placed on the aspects of shamanism, as mediums of a Two, Three, and Four; and, there is also an alternative, wider self. They practice with amounts of another change for these things. And don’t these term-sets always built into crude, simplistic, satellite revolving around, realigned my adolescent indelible impression, inseparably linked (mentally and physically) to a greater natural source of power to change or enchant, to affect, of heavy drinking. From basically amicably with the rest of the consciousness and a body, banner of Reason and contestable nature of placing electric guitar riffs of wanting to find something forced deeper and deeper into both encompassing opposites?

Dirt refers to matter or a quality that is misplaced, while clean refers look at primal true function of thought voyages into blackouts. Even after it had ended I was far from without noise? And, when Expressionism, and Surrealism opened thousand categories, only to discover that each recall the purity of the experience of listening deep chord in me that still resonates logical reduction down to the simple and mundane, the practical and observable, discovery of their mutual identity. The last shot great value will be placed on one who has a special or intercessory absence of control exerted by noxious feeling one gets when commingling mind-floating effects.